Like being free, you can do anything you want without worry, as long as it's okay to do.
Lo ngelakuin sesuatu buat nyari jati diri, lo jadi lebih sensitif sama hal-hal kecil dan kadang bisa jadi moody.
and the last one, you feel love. You have crush, then he becomes your boyfriend, and you're desperate when he wants to break up on you. Pokoknya, banyak lagi deh perasaan macem gitu.
Kalo gue, kadang gue ngerasa bebas. Bisa kemana aja, jalan sama temen-temen atau siapapun itu, karena udah dianggap bisa jaga diri. Tapi satu, kadang gue ngerasa agak dikekang juga kalo dibandingin sama temen-temen gue yang lain. Mereka bawa kendaraan, gue masih dianter. Mereka boleh pulang malem, (kadang) gue nggak dibolehin. Pastinya sih ada alesannya ya kenapa orangtua kayak gitu, contoh perempuan nggak boleh balik malem-malem. Gak aman, katanya. Kedua, emang gue belom cukup umur lah bawa kendaraan. I can ride cars and motorcycles, but I'm still 15 going on 16. Tapi setidaknya, orangtua gue ya selo aja sih, toh gue juga ngga melakukan yang buruk dalam "pencarian jati diri". Karena sesuatu yang bebas, harus tetap pada batasnya kan. :)
That feeling when you're fall in love, i've been there several times. Pacar alhamdulillah pernah punya, hahahaha. But it's not my concern now, because i realize that falling in love is complicated. Emang indah sih, tapi itu baru awal. Not to mention how much you will feel sad because of your problems with him, and the break up part that saddening you for days until you'll feel desperate of getting him back and cannot concentrate on anything. So, i'll focus on my study. Gila belajar aja deh gue, mending nangisin nilai jelek daripada nangisin cowok hahahahah ;)
But so far, I'm okay with my teenage life. Mungkin masalah pasti dateng dan pergi, but I won't be here if I can't survive. Gue masih mikir, teenage life is the crucial part of your life. so just enjoy it in a right way. :)
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