I didnt like watching movies and dramas at first (well actually i still dont; im sort of picky about it), and since i entered high school, i practically spent my whole leisure time watching marathon dvds (of course i only watch what i wanna watch), i didnt like make-ups, but now i apply face powder and lip-balm every day. i used to be a little more nerdy back in elementary, and people (i mean, girls) bullied me softly by throwing inapropiate jokes and told me to do things, and as an effect i usually hurt people by saying offensive things and throwing inapropriate jokes as well, and then now i feel comfort with my friends here in Samarinda. They didnt push me to do or not to do things, i can be what i want. I am better here. And also, i start to like guys. I always fangirl-ing over idols and cute guys. I overthink things. I cry often. Even, i used to obey my parents but i rebel a little bit now.
Am i changing?
Speaking of which, there are also things that never changed. I always love reading, especially fiction. But nowadays i read lots of english novel than indonesian. I always listen to almost all kinds of genre, but lately i love ariana grande songs. And there are things that bring me memories that i dont wanna remember, but i try to rid them all and be all grown-up facing my probs.
Am i gonna be a saint or sinner?
Once again, folks, am I changing?
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