02.10.14

yep. it's today. i had mixed feelings today.

i was happy because i met my friends, and chit-chat over things. and also beat my friend's argument in today's debate, even though i didn't win the debate but whatever. i felt like winning.

i was kinda disappointed because my dad wouldn't let me travel abroad by myself and the fact that i'm such a crybaby and still being my daddy's little girl and not having any courage to convince him that i can do things on my own. i felt touched when my uncle kinda support me and i cried my feelings out. Secretly. (Shit, i'm crying as i write this.)

and the last, i was mad because of certain things. the fact that people who were always nice to me secretly talked behind moi. i actually ok with that but it was kinda awkward to be with them. and also, my history teacher (again). he gave us - me! - a lot of assignment! mind map, another mind map, making some kind of flash cards, and then summaries. i just can't stand it anymore, like really. i swore a lot as i got home this afternoon, sorry about that sir.

and today's monday. so, it's 7 days to go until i fly to Jakarta to participate on Binus' 2014 AEO! exciting, huh? to all my fellow friends, especially the ones who join speech; be confident with your ability. you've practiced and tried your best, so i know you can do this thing! it's not always about winning but it's about the experience that you'll get. don't say things that will bring you down even more, ok?

xoxo,
Audrey